I just feel like I never do enough. All my hard effort is never seen. I never get any credit for anything I do. I’m the bad person. I’m the party pooper. I’m the person that’s “making” you grow up. Everything I do is always just “good”.
I always give 200% and get back 10%.
I’m not pretty enough, I’m not skinny enough. I complain to much. I always have to get the negative attitudes when something doesn’t go your way. I feel like I’m at one of the happiest places in my life finally again and I can’t enjoy it because things aren’t going your way. I feel like I constantly have to please you or keep you happy. And I’m exhausted. I’m so exhausted.